Weird
Monday, February 28th, 2005It is the thought that counts or so I would hope. I have been forgetting weird things of late, or confusing dates. Arguably confusing dates is not a new phenomenon, but ya the kind of things I have been forgetting is weird. Like the other night, I decided I was gonna wear a fresh pair of socks, and I pulled out new socks, put what I thought was a new pair of socks and walked out, only to come back and discover I was wearing half of my new socks, in that I had one of each kind. The fact that one of them was dark green, and the other was bright white should obviously be mentioned here, hmph. Something must be said about liking to wear pants which cover your socks though, no one ever noticed the mismatch, and that’s a good thing, I was out with friends, I am sure quite a few of them would have found it amusing, hmm in retrospect I find it amusing, but ya, it’s not nice to tease people about their socks… Similarly until early last night I was under the impression that my friend’s birthday was tomorrow, well guess what it isn’t tomorrow it is today, and I didn’t know that, or rather was confused about it, and have been chided by at least one person about this (silly bear was the exact expression used, darn), it’s strange I have never stopped forgetting things which are of importance, but remembering random facts at awfully random times…
I have a black Pelican case lying in my room right now, I am sure if this was back home, my father would be pleased about having a Pelican case in my room. Well it isn’t mine in case anyone was wondering, I am nowhere near as rich as I need to be to buy one of those and keep them in my room, it’s Brown’s, it carries small video camera, a really cool directional mic and cables, it’s sort of nice, it will hopefully serve its purpose tonight.
They sent out mails about the housing lottery today, so that is most definitely on us, hmm, it isn’t before super deadline day as some people expected, but after, which would mean we are definitely loosing one person, and may loose more. Hmm it’s amazing that in the past few week we have all gone through the process of making housing plans and then giving up on them, it seems inevitable that we be assigned to random spots, and hmm I don’t think too many of us are sure that’s a completely bad thing anymore. Wonderfully well knit as our group currently is, the fact that living together may mean a reduction in personal space is not something everyone is particularly happy about, and hmm things are changing, and the changes are not that slow, so things could go very well or very weirdly and I wouldn’t know…
Earlier today I had a conversation with my CS professor, concerning Macs, Java and certain academic concerns I had, and that was sort of interesting, which is not to say much. Amazingly he agreed that Java was probably making the class less interesting for people who were already into computer science, he agreed that it could be more interesting, but said that that would require him to put in time, time which he supposedly doesn’t have, and he agreed we needed a CS 19. He essentially said he would toss the idea around the CS department for a more algorithmic computer course so that future generations of students don’t have to be go through this, and that in itself is a fairly cool idea. Hmm maybe someone in the CS department will pick up this idea, it isn’t that bad, and I guess it could be a lot of fun, since you could take ti wherever you wanted, put a lot more than anyone can imagine. Resource allocation however is an issue, or so he said, the CS department has too many introductory courses and stuff, hmm, I guess it’s like the math department where some people openly speak about how fewer people want basic courses, simply because that’s not their main area of interest, but then the math department has MA35, and from what I hear from people in Ma18 (which is being taught by TFB), that is also a lot more fun than it was last semester, so obviously intro courses are not all that bad, but then obviously they aren’t that great an opportunity for talking about your field of interest, and I guess most people are interested in that.
There probably is a limit to how low you can fall while seeking that what you desire, well that low probably has a moveable bottom, or is too darn low. I feel stupid after having been a part of, what I am assured is an amusing production, for the housing first pick (no not using the domain, good thing too). There is still no news, somethings are going weirdly, and I have to correct those, and I will soon have a bunch of midterms over me, hmm…
As of yesterday (this is another one of those entries which is spanning multiple days) I am back to using LaTex and a computer for writing out math, why, well it was mostly because I have decided that writing out math on a computer is giving me somewhat of a greater chance to review my thoughts, and my solutions, since it is extremely improbable that I go through any of those when I am doing it on paper, I am not even sure how the graders manage to go through all of my math. Unlike AvdP’s usual problems, I don’t actually believe I scribble on any of the math I hand in, it’s just that I could write those solutions out better than I do right now, and my handwriting really doesn’t help. Besides after a semester of practicing how to write math on the computer (with things rather similar to TeX), I don’t really find it that bad, though umm knowing a bit more, or having a TeX reference handy would be nice. Also writing e-mails to professors in TeX is a lot more fun than I imagined, in general writing TeX, after excluding the bad editors and everything is fun.
As I sit here nestled with my abstract algebra textbook doing questions which ask for weird properties of orbits, I am happy about a few things. I felt stuff wasn’t going right, hmm I wasn’t getting some of this stuff, or taking more time than I should have, or not getting proofs which were more english than math, well turns out that proofs which are more english than math are acceptable, and I am really taking no longer than all those other hyper-intelligent people in class who have gone through more math courses than I could care about. I am happy, thought it is probably wrong to be happy, that I get abstract algebra and I get linear algebra, I am happy that I actually like the lin al professor, and that I find him interesting in someways, even though IMO he would be better off doing something like a lecture series introducing people to something about everything of math. Anyone who can spend three classes digressing about things, and openly admitting to doing so, is of course a good lecturer, and he knows strange facts about math, and often tells us how he believes Euler or someone else did something, about the Bourbaki and stuff…
There were people serving hot cocoa on the main green today morning, they put up a list of First-Pick finalists later tonight, I have homework I haven’t completed due Wednesday and Thursday, my friend is mad because his browsers are not blocking pop-ups, and I was told off by a close friend for caring about things too much, mostly because friend with pop-upy browser screamed at me, rather than everyone else. I don’t think it is fair to believe that, especially when told by a person who you think cares more about somethings than people generally should, but well I guess as someone put it a few days ago, “We are all a little insane”, and oh ya who cares. Hmm back to ab al, should publish this entry only because it’s been lying this way for too many days.
Also a certain person who may read this blog called up at 3AM today, and said that he would call 12 hours later, but no call was forthcoming, and umm I am sorry about hanging up yesterday, but I was sleeping and my roommate was sleeping, and it really isn’t fun to receive calls at 3AM.
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